Showing posts with label childhood. Show all posts
Showing posts with label childhood. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

the olive tree


I spent much of my summers as a child climbing the branches or playing in the shade of the olive tree in my front yard. In elementary school I idiotically carved the initials of all my best friends into some of its branches; idiotic in two ways because that seriously harms the tree, and because as a youngster I didn't realize that friendships have a tendency to fade away. Did not mean to sound bitter about the last point, but haven't you spoken to a childhood friend of yours whom you realize you now have nothing in common with except for old playground and classroom memories? It's weird but also inevitable, and not a bad thing. Good thing is that as the tree ages, the carvings fade also. I found that because I've gotten so big it was harder for me to maneuver myself up and down the tree, and I couldn't believe that I'd sit up there and read a book comfortably for short spells, either. This tree was actually one of two - the second one was planted on the other side of the walkway up to the front door but by the time we'd moved in it was a dead skeleton, so we chopped it down and had the stump in the backyard for a time. In recent years our olive tree seems to have suffered a blight - the olives come out all mottled instead of perfectly green and smooth to plump and purply-black. It kind of pains me to see it like this. Sometimes wasps like to nest in it, and I noticed that a young olive sapling is growing right out of its roots, and I wonder if we let it grow if it will grow healthier. I guess then that what I've observed is that change is constant, if not gradual, and everything is subject to it.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

my first 'camera'


This is the 1988 Fisher Price 'Crazy Camera.' I believe this was a hand-me-down from some of my cousins and the fact that it is the same age as me blows my mind. This thing has the works - a sweet flash, a film advance knob and shutter and four filter colors (plus a regular clear setting) and other crazy effect filters like a kaleidoscope effect, an extra-wide stretch effect, a split and a triple. I would entertain myself for whole afternoons with this, pretending to take pictures of my mom cooking dinner or my sister playing with toys on the living room floor. I remember I couldn't wait until I had my own camera, but until then I made do with the pictures I had to take with my imagination. This is one of a small handful of remaining childhood relics I have and stupidly, sentimentally I don't see myself parting with it. It sits on top of a shelf that displays all my cameras, along with a framed picture of my pop, and though I don't consider myself a photographer of great caliber, it is very special to me, a reminder of imaginative and unfettered days.